I snapped this photo in Buena Vista Park in San Francisco, a location I used in my new novel Benefits, as well as in its predecessor, Benediction. It’s a cruisy space that Ben Schmidt has frequented over the years, and as he’s grown and aged a bit, his relationship with this beautiful place has also changed.
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“Benefits” Trailer Drops
Got a surprise this afternoon, “Ben Schmidt” himself dropped into the studio to record a short little trailer for the novel “Benefits,” which releases on Labor Day, September 2. Who doesn’t love a little slice of San Francisco?
“Benefits” – Reasons to Write this Sequel/Installment
I’m not sure, actually, if it’s a sequel or if a better definition would be the second in a series of books about Ben Schmidt and his life, family and circle of friends.
It doesn’t really matter for this post because I can still tell you why I wrote this book “Benefits:”
- wasn’t done with the characters –
- wanted to find out what happened to the main character, who had a life-threatening illness at the close of “Benediction”
- seems short sighted to abandon characters when so much more could happen to them
- The story resonated with a great many people, who saw themselves in the milieu or who identified with the characters
- Ben is my alter-ego and it’s very comfortable for me to write in his voice
- I had ideas about what happens next to him and other characters
- readers would ask me what happened to Ben, since I left it unresolved, and I didn’t have a great answer
- there is life and love after prostate cancer, and I wanted to process that through my writing and also deliver that message, in other words, what it’s like to have an active love life as a prostate cancer survivor
- and maybe the best part if you’re just finding this — you don’t have to read the original to understand the sequel – Benefits can stand on its own.
“Benefits” Coming in the Spring! (2019)
Finally, I’m confident enough to tell you that my next book, “Benefits,” the sequel to “Benediction,” will drop into the physical world next spring, certainly in time for you to throw it in your beach bag before you head to the sand.
It’s been a long process. Therapy, you might say as well, helping me get through the hellish months from November 2016 to the present. I know you know why! But the one thing I’ve internalized about writing is that it has to be consistent. So it was with “Benefits.”
What’s it about, you ask?
Ben Schmidt and his world. He survived the prostate cancer, and is now living with the aftermath. His relationship with the studly Jake Brosseau has continued, though now it seems it’s Jake who is the main breadwinner in the family. Tables have turned! And, if you read “Benediction,” you might recall that Ben had banked some sperm, just in case he might want to “use it” at a later date. I think that later date arrived.
More to come on the plot and characters. I hope you’ll join them as they navigate their San Francisco lives during the worst of the Great Recession.
First Draft of “Benediction” sequel “Benefits” is Done
Two years later, guys, and I have a draft of “Benefits,” the sequel to “Benediction.” The further adventures of Ben and Jake and some of their friends in San Francisco, both corporeal and departed.
Hopefully it’s something I can work with and make totally outstanding. Timeframe – well, don’t stress me. We have enough to be concerned about, yes?

“The End The End The End. . .”
Benediction: Buena Vista Park
San Francisco’s Buena Vista Park — beautiful, notorious, historical and, well, mountainous — is a key location in my novel Benediction.
On a recent trip to San Francisco, I was reminded of its beauty. I miss hiking up there. Pretty, yes?

Steps in Buena Vista Park
End of Summer, Jim Arnold E-book Countdown Sale! Aug. 30 – September 1
Been wanting an e-book copy of Benediction or The Forest Dark?
Something new from Kindle (yeah, I know it’s Amazon. The world is not perfect.) They’ve got a new promotion called Kindle Countdown Deals.
And The Deal is this:
Both titles will sell for just .99, that’s less than a buck, folks, from early Saturday, August 30 to Sunday noon PDT. Then, the price goes up to $1.99 (still super cheap!) till Monday, Labor Day September 1, till 11:00 p.m. PDT when the price reverts back to $4.99 (which is also pretty cheap if you ask me, but hey. . .)
It’s not really the end of summer, it’s the end of August. At least here in California, there’s at least a month more of great beach days needing beach reads. An easy way to help fill up that e-book pipeline. At any rate, I hope you enjoy the stories.
(pls click on book cover to link to Kindle page.)
Answerman Returns: Jim Arnold answers readers’ questions

author under duress
Today, Jim answers readers pressing questions! (If you have a question, please submit it in the comments or by email.)
How did you get the idea for “The Forest Dark”?
I wanted to do an “if these walls could talk” kind of story. Originally I envisioned it quite literally, i.e. I’d tell the story of successive generations of renters at a single apartment (what became Shirley Knolls in the book). That pretty much morphed into a story of friendship over time, and how people change from youth to midlife. Also, a big part of the story is acceptance of where one finds oneself in midlife. You might say that’s an ongoing personal challenge, so it resonates with me.
Are your characters based on real people, such as yourself or others?
When I’ve written mid-life white gay male characters, like Ben Schmidt in “Benediction” or Noah Baldock in “The Forest Dark”, of course there’s a lot of me in those characters. With Noah in “Forest Dark,” I tried to model a lot of the character’s behavior on someone I knew in the past who died fairly young, and extrapolating what I thought that person would’ve ended up as in midlife. That process was actually easier than writing from what your own motivations and reactions would be. And how much more refreshing, it is, too, for the writer to be invested in someone outside of him or herself. My other main characters in both books are based on a conglomeration of friends and relatives—sometimes enemies, too.
Have you ever thought about writing a novel series?
I never did until recently. I’ve gotten a bunch of comments from fans of “Benediction” wondering what happens with Ben Schmidt after the end of that book. And, more recently, I’ve had a couple of people express interest in my character Louis Ronald Reagan von Eiff White—thinking there should be more. I think it would be fun to revisit the characters—but the story and the situations have to be compelling and stand on their own. I’ll likely make a decision soon on what to write once “Kept” is finished— later this year.
What is your best experience with self-publishing?
Seeing “Benediction” start selling quite a bit of time after its launch—which would never have happened in traditional publishing because it would have been pulled from bookstores early on for not selling. I think that’s one of the advantages of internet selling and publicity—you have a lot more time to make your case, so to speak. In fact you might have practically forever in some sense.
And your worst?
Honestly, it’s probably the realization that I have to do everything with my books—yes, writing them but also marketing them—and coming up with continuous and hopefully fresh and cheap ways to do that. There’s an incredible amount of noise out there and certainly no right answers for all of that. I think you just hope that occasionally something you do will attract a reader. When that happens, it’s worth all the sweat.
Those We Lost in 2013
So many people left my earthly circle this year, whether it’s friends’ parents, friends of friends, or acquaintances — it sure seemed like death was hovering over us more than usual. Maybe not, maybe I just paid more attention to it.
There were a few people I want to remember here, even if I did it before in the blog, as we close out the year I want to say goodbye once more.
Dennis Bogorad

Dennis Bogorad
Dennis died unexpectedly in his sleep last March. It was a great shock to all who knew him, and so devastating for his partner Mark and his other family and close friends. Dennis was one of my first fiction fans – someone who reached out into that internet ether and not only complimented me on my book “Benediction,” but wanted to get together to talk about it. What a way to flatter an author! So eventually we did meet. Dennis had also suffered through prostate cancer (a main theme in that book) and went on to found a number of discussion and support groups for gay men with those health concerns. He was a TV producer, sure, but he also brought those skills to his passion as an activist. He was one of those people who knew how to make things happen, and he leaves a great void in Los Angeles. You can read more about Dennis here.
Linda Palmer

Linda Palmer
Whenever I think of Linda I just can’t help but smile. She was just the most fabulous, bubbly, interesting, smart and wonderful woman! I just adored her. She’d been a studio exec, a wildlife photographer, a teacher and a writer. Probably many more things I don’t even know about! I knew her best as a writing teacher and then a writing colleague. She had such a way with students, so supportive and encouraging. Just the right amount, and not sentimental. She was, in a sense, very girly, but also very strong and independent. She was also someone to live her life on her own terms — something that so resonates here.
Joan Arnold

Joan Helen Arnold
Finally, my aunt Joan Arnold, who died in August at 92. Here’s a link to her obituary on this blog that I wrote earlier this year. What more can I say about her? One of a kind. Another great example of someone who lived life on her own terms, fiercely independent, definitely a role model for me as yet another single person in a big city. She definitely proved that not only could you work and go to the theater and out to dinner and pretty much do everything you always did well into your 90s: She also seemed to prove, to me, anyway, that in a big way the numerical age we all have is just some “idea,” to which we ascribe certain prejudices of what we should or should not be doing. Whenever I think of myself as that weird old guy on the bike with the blue lights, I think of my aunt going to work everyday at 92 years of age (and being a respected and valued member of the staff while there).
“You are remembered for the rules you break.” — Douglas MacArthur
26 Hours in Palm Springs
Just got back from about 26 Hours in Palm Springs – a whirlwind, but a fun one.
Among the activities, I:
- went to Elmer’s Diner (a must on any visit to Palm Springs)
- saw some friends, old and new and potential
- had a nice cuppa froyo, not once but twice
- shopped at Target (yes, I did!)
- saw a Big Parade on a beautiful sunny morning
- met Los Angeles Mayor Eric Garcetti
- saw Richard Simmons walking down the street
- went to a birthday dinner for my friend Tim
- and signed copies of “The Forest Dark” and “Benediction” at the Palm Springs Pride Festival Author’s Village.
Thanks again to Rick and all the good people at QTrading Company, who support gay writers in a big way. Love being part of that event and look forward to future years!
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