A week or two after my niece Alma Maleckar Bear died last November, New Orleans writer and poet Chris Sullivan sent me this beautiful poem he had written about his muse. I asked him if I could re-post it here, and he said yes. The title of the poem is “She was like, like itself” – which I love.
There are phrases, though, that really spoke to me of Alma, which I put together above: we were all privileged to have her in our lives, yes; little did we realize how lucky and numbered the days were. Also, I can easily hear her saying “thanks darlin’ come back again.”
So here it is for you. Thank you Chris!
She was like, like itself
You saw those eyes
and wanted to have them around
it is for all seasons,
our liking to sustain a crush,
isn’t it / don’t we?
so he became quite attracted to
daily transactions with his server at the café
she had had an Uncle like me.
now were avuncular a profession
I’m known as a Distinguished Practitioner
of the art, for she was an exhibit
of the muse wearing mascara and tattoo
serving coffee and toasting bagels
One day he brought in a photo book he made
of Passaquan, a place like her in its defiance
there should be anything but beauty
and said I want you to look at this
wow she said
and back to serving
but something had been established
later there would be discussions of promising junk
they found, and revered,
a light fixture in particular
…so it was a very nice thing that December, to discover Alma now operated the counter at the cafe. I knew there was something odd about this, for to sight that too good to be true is as rare as the counter is common and I did not believe it could for long contain her – volume. My intimated dread was based on the certainty of conflict arising from a crazed customer dis-service oriented cafe manager justifiably liked by none; evil stepmother all but stenciled on her forehead, I reckoned I’d be lucky if Alma lasted a month, about how long it took before her expanding, captivated and satisfied customer base was disabused of its good dream at the cafe; like having a privileged view of a passing comet, I vowed to enjoy each cup she served.
It certified my step and each encounter put some wind in my sail, brightened my morning, this first hand evidence that such people existed – her indelibility.
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My Servers Eyes
just colonize all of me instantly
my Server is moving right along
she’s got other things going on
still she always says my name
thanks darlin come back again
One Afternoon when it was slow
I made a little move
as she polished the display case chrome
to a soft face reflecting glow
and her once black now near sheer T
made eye earring contact
an inevitability
How her wrist
lives to flip the throttle
now she holds
the bunnies all a swaddle
she knows when
I look like a double
My Server is why
all boys rock songs about girls
My Server plays drums
on all girl rock songs about fun
and I knew from the start
each cup from my Server
at the cafe
was lucky and numbered
Hey Alma Mae
could you cream my cup of coffee
to the color of a brown paper sack
I’m sorry to say its To Go
but I’ll be back tomorrow
Alma you know that